[ The words seem to get her flustered, since she twirls her hair around her fingers as she looks away, stumbling over her words. It's hard to put into words what that makes her feel because she can't quite identify it herself. Is she happy? Or relived? Or worried that if Garry is important to her too, then he'd leave.
It's difficult to decide. The more she grows and learns what it's like to have a more "human" heart, the more she realizes that it's just difficult. ]
Garry...
[ She makes a noise like she's upset with him, but her expression is soft and hesitant when she looks back to him. After all, the fact that he'd be hurting enough too to be able to shed tears over her... Wasn't that what she wanted? If someone could cry for her and realize that there was something tragic to her story, then maybe it wasn't for nothing. That's what she wants to think, at least. ]
Why? [ ...But at the same time, she's afraid. She's so afraid to open herself to that possibility of caring for others, because she's learned time and time again how much it hurts to do so. ]
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It's difficult to decide. The more she grows and learns what it's like to have a more "human" heart, the more she realizes that it's just difficult. ]
Garry...
[ She makes a noise like she's upset with him, but her expression is soft and hesitant when she looks back to him. After all, the fact that he'd be hurting enough too to be able to shed tears over her... Wasn't that what she wanted? If someone could cry for her and realize that there was something tragic to her story, then maybe it wasn't for nothing. That's what she wants to think, at least. ]
Why? [ ...But at the same time, she's afraid. She's so afraid to open herself to that possibility of caring for others, because she's learned time and time again how much it hurts to do so. ]